What really had happened?

I really getting more and more uncertain for everything...
I didn't know why do i live...
I don't know what's my aim for living...
And don't know what had happened to the society...
Last night loged on to Jbtalks and found out this news...
How sad it is...
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And today heard my coursemate told me something...
Made me was like...
Reminding myself don't ever easily belive others people or get cheated by their appearance...
Why is this soceity become more and more scary and horror?
Is there really no peace in the earth already??

These few days i realized that i am easily fade away without reason...
Don't know what had happened to myself...
Will easily 'fang4 kong1'...
Anyway hope this Friday go back home can find back the real me...
And also have to thanks Ah Gu for helping me to buy the bus ticket...
Going back this Friday afternoon 1.30pm...

Just now mummy called me...
While i was taking my nap...
Don't know why things end up like this...
Don't know why my family end up like this...
Whose mistake is this?
Haix...
Where has my happy family gone??
It's so sad to hear what my mum told me...
She nagged in the phone over 10minutes...
I knew she had lost her hope for his son...
I really don't know what to do and say...
I don't know what i can do to help my bro...
Aiks...
Really felt so sad about everything that happened...
How am i suppose to tell my mum that i failed in Chemistry AGAIN??
Everything that not suppose to be happen had already happened...
i felt really guilty what i had done...
I really should think before i spend...
i really should work more harder and study harder...
My parents had raised me up til what i am now and still raising me up and will raise me up til i'm really grown up...
I can say that, what they gave me it's really more than enough...
I'm really already very fortunate compared to others...
I have anything i want...
And i should be more grateful...
Dad and mum worked so hard now just because they are paying my fees and for my good future...
I shall not forget this...
I MUST NOT disappoint my parents!