Troubled!!

Today there's quite lot of client came to the office la...
So this is one of the client's daughter...
She's so damn cute...
When she came to the office and keep smiling to me and played 'chiak' with me...
Haha...
Then talked to her...
and she sat to my lap...
Haha...
So i took pictures of her loh...









She does all the posing her own...
I swear i didn't teach her to...
Haha...


Then afternoon I'm quite free de la...
Then can online chat for quite some time loh...
Hmmm then I went to check the UTAR status...
I got the offer letter...

I know these kind of things will happened...
When you have another decision...
Then the previous one will also be fulfilled...
Haix...
Human beings always like to pursue better things...
They never know what is satisfied...
Now i just wanted to have a better future...
Yet there's always someone blocking my way...
Universiti Teknologi Legenda which I mentioned in my previous blog...
I called there this morning...
And talked about 20mins with that person in charged, Alvin..
Then he advised me lots of things...
To finish my degree course i only have to spend 4 years...
Each year 18k including the hostel...
just add another additional 8k for the 4 years and that's all for my fees...
And the degree cert will be UK cert...
It is worldwide recognised...
So what for to hesitate??
I really don't understand elders thinking...
Haix...
I don't really want to think about it...
I'm tired thinking...
I don't want to mention anything about studies...
I really thought of give up studies...and work instead...
My mum really thought I'm her God?!!
Wants me to take MBAM scholarship...?!
Master Builder Association Malaysia...
Everything must related to construction...
Haix...
I really don't understand what she's thinking about...
The most important thing that i thought is UTL save me a year and give me UK certs that's all...
Is it so hard for letting me to make a decision myself?!!!

Then tomorrow I'll be working in that accounting firm for last day...
And i'll get my pay too...
I don't know whether i want it by cash or cheque...
I don't know my parents want to deduct their bill by my salary or not...
I don't know, i don't know, i don't know...
I felt very confused and troubled now...
Haix...