Feeling empty...

Last night chatted with him til quite 'early'...
That's too much unknown answer...
He asked me if there is someone who is better than him what will I do...
I don't know how to answer him...
Yea i told him I'll follow the feeling...
And i think i had answered a wrong answer...
I said what if that happens to him...
He say he'll ignore them...
Just will let everything go naturally...
I don't want to do any wild thinking...
It's very tiring...
Now he had reach KL now also le ba...
Last night only I know that how he felt...
Actually he not willing to go...
He couldn't let go everything what he used to be...
He's going a totally new surrounding to him...
A strange place...
Even he lives in his relative's house...
But then he's not familiar with them...
It might be really a tough days to go...
Hope he'll be able to adapt himself in a new place...

I think my mum wants me to go UTAR as well...
How hopefully i won't get poly...
Haix...
But I also don't know is that a really good plan...

Probably...
Thursday I'll be start working again...
My colleague will be finish doing til this month ends...
So...
I tell myself...
I go to work it's just to gain knowledge and experience...
Don't ever think of how much I'll get for it...
What I learn will never can use money to take over...
How much I do and how much I get will just be my extra earning or saving...
What I want to use it for will be my freedom...
So what for being so calculative??