Guilty...

I think I have made a decision...
But I'm afraid of everything...
I think a lot...
Or maybe too much??
I think...
I should give up...
Make things clear again...
I know you will be very sad...
I know I'm cruel...
I know I shouldn't treat you like this when you have trouble...
But...
He didn't know how do i felt...
He didn't know how unsecure i felt....
He didin't know how to make me happy...
So...
What should I do??
Smsed him...
Din reply...
Don't know how to reach you...
Is that all you want????
I'm speechless ba...
All I can say is SORRY!!

Everyone may say I'm flirty...
Just let you all say...
I know I'm bad...
I'm cruel...
But what's my own feeling?!
No one will understand..
Cause I don't understand myself too...

Haix...Feeling not well since last night...
Office too much germs adi...
House also a bit...
Haix...
Sleep the whole night adi now still feel a bit not feeling well...
Grrrr~~
Chinese New Year coming le er...
How come no feeling de??
Tonight have to type resignation letter...
Tonight have to change bed sheet...
Tomorrow wish to go Jusco, Harris to buy something...
I saw something cute...
But...RM 25.90 er...
Haix...
Considering...
And planned to bake cookies...
Don't know whether do I have the time or not...
Hope so la...
^^