Sad

Just now argued with my parents...This is not the first time argued because of this reason...They want me to wear even higher heeled shoe so that it's more balance than now...I felt hurt in many ways...Every words that came out from my mouth is full of unwillingness...They don't understand me...They don't know how i felt...They won't stand on my side to think...I know they want me to do so is also for my own good...But.......I really don't know how to do...My dad even say i don't want to wear and what for he waste his money for that?And in future he won't do anything anymore...I really felt so sad...Why they couldn't understand me??Maybe one of the reason i don't want to wear it cause i think that it's more embarassing than what i had now...I really really low mood now...Who can understand my feeling??No one.......