Sunday, January 27, 2008

Pessimistic...

After reading several blog...
i realize that...
Everyone do miss previous life...
Although we were very busy in those life...
But we enjoyed...
Although we have so much of unhappy incidents...
But we survived...
Although we buey tahan a lot of things including teachers...
But those are memories...
Now we are far apart...
But our heart are still united...
But each and single of us facing different types of stress and problems...
I really hope we won't grow up...
We are still the innocent girls like last time...
Always do embarassing things...
Always doing 38 things...
Always laugh out so loud won't carea bout image...
Haix...
Time is really a scary things...
Girls...
Really do hope that we can have the chance to be in the same school again...
We can give each other courage...
We make each other brave...
We make each other stronger to fight with those circumstances...
I really miss our old days...
Now i really understand why do adults say......;
There are more trouble when you grow up...
I doesn't believe it previously...
But now i really believe it...

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Ok...
Now talk about my days...
Yesterday afternoon went back to Kluang...
Actually i just go there shopping!!
Gosh...
I bought a knit long sleeve dress...
I think it's quite cheap then bought it adi...
Then i checked...
This new year i got sooooooo many new clothes...
Haix...
Why am i like this...
Should learn how to save money de...
Although that was not my $$ either...=.=
Ermzz...
All the way to Kluang was SMS with KS...
Afternoon before going to Kluang also SMS with him...
And also online chat with Star...
First time chat so much with him...
I'm very happy...
And not bear to offline...
He too...
I don't know why...
Why he can so confirm his feeling...
I'm very proud of him...
I can't do this...
But...
This made me felt so stressed...
Haix...
Last night 12 something he still went to CC just for accompany me...
Although it's just a short while....
But he's very very tired, i know...
I felt very guilty...
Very very guilty...
He said after he offline i should sleep adi...
But i didn't...
I SMSed with KS...
What am i doing...
I admit...
Me and KS are very very good now...
I know i'm a BAD GIRL!!!
Haix...
What am i going to do...

Start from tomorrow...
I have to work til like a mad girl, i think...
Stress coming towards me...
I saw it...
I must self prepared for it...
I won't be beaten out so easily de!!
Keep it up!!

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